Lisa

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How can I be lost in myself when Im here, right now?
 

Its been a long time since I was writing here, probably because I just didnt feel for share the parts of my life lately, but now Im back on track! 
 
As most of you know have I been living in Sälen, I was living in a small house with 4 other girls. Shortly did I work in a restaurant, went to a few partys, went to the skipark, afterskis and learned to know new people. And for a few resons am I now back in town here, I was suppose to work here as well, but for some other reasons am I now standing without ANY work. Not fun at all.
 
Im lost. And Im not really sure where to start with my life. Just want to turn the page and move to next chapter. Theres a lot of things I dont want to think about, leave behind me, just look forward. I just dont know how. 
 
Yesterday did I spend my time surching jobs, 25 different and Im just going to continue until I got one. I have never been standing without a job since I was 15 years old, I dont know how to handle this situation? Or should I go back to study? Or go back to Spain? Mallorca? Torrevieja? Stay in Sweden? I dont want to end up turning hamburgers on Mcdonalds or something!? Okay, instead of talking about crap will I show u some pictures from the latest month, so keep looking in here and I promise to update. 
 
- un beso